Featured Photo by Josh Fu I had a rough time in 2021 –I can count the number of friends and…
Browsing Category Introspection
Examining, reexamining, and observing my thoughts, actions, mental and emotional processes.
film journal 004: the birds mock me
There’s a subtle beauty in watching my roommate’s flowers deteriorate. I wanted to play with composition in today’s film journal…
film journal 003: sunday morning hands are crawling
I think I’ve accidentally made a sensual video for Sunday’s film journal entry? I recorded myself waking up, rolling my wrists, and…
film journal 002: the art of watching water boil
I made jokes about the art of watching water boil last year; I wasn’t kidding. I’m still watching water boil…
film journal 001: another day in quarantine
Why, hello there New Year! Welcome back to another day in quarantine! I took some time off to focus on…
10 Observations During My First 24-Hour Fast
Day 186 felt like a frying pan shot out from a fire-tornado and hit me in the head. I had…
Teaching Myself to Like Myself
I’m amid a work-life balance high as I peck away at the terrible ergonomics of my laptop’s butterfly keyboard. I…
How I Want to Die
It’s been 120 days of Covid-19 quarantine and mortality and the legacy of life is fluttering in my mind. This…
It’s Okay, Not to Be Okay
It’s taken me three decades to come out to my parents and say “I’ve been depressed and anxiety-filled for a…